I wasn't myself today when I lost my temper to an irritating uncle, I was just damn P.I.S.S. O.F.F.!! I have slave myself when he attacked me the first time just before CNY and we just gave reasons not to attend the annual dinner during CNY. After CNY, I told myself, it's a New Year so just forget whatever that have happened.
Today, I guess he just decided to attack me again. I just don't know why uncles (UNCLES), they just like to "BULLSHIT" and kept on praising themselves that they are the BEST and they DO KNOW EVERYTHING. Yeap, the correct and new word that I learned today is EGO = an exaggerated sense of self-importance. Yes, this is the explanation that I was looking for.
One thing that they didn't know is that THEY do not know how to RESPECT & LISTEN as they are SELF-CENTERED which explains to concerned solely of chiefly with one's own interests, welfare, engrossed in self, selfish, egotistical.
I was so P.O that I just walked and walked to calm myself down. I had no money in my pocket and the nearest and suitable place to go while reading the mantra in my heart.....I just walked over to the mine to watch people fishing and the wind blowing to my face was just soothing.
Today, I guess he just decided to attack me again. I just don't know why uncles (UNCLES), they just like to "BULLSHIT" and kept on praising themselves that they are the BEST and they DO KNOW EVERYTHING. Yeap, the correct and new word that I learned today is EGO = an exaggerated sense of self-importance. Yes, this is the explanation that I was looking for.
One thing that they didn't know is that THEY do not know how to RESPECT & LISTEN as they are SELF-CENTERED which explains to concerned solely of chiefly with one's own interests, welfare, engrossed in self, selfish, egotistical.
I was so P.O that I just walked and walked to calm myself down. I had no money in my pocket and the nearest and suitable place to go while reading the mantra in my heart.....I just walked over to the mine to watch people fishing and the wind blowing to my face was just soothing.
The fishing place was a wreck and looked dangerous, but I guess they just don't mind....
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